The Whale Sound
"Leave
him alone" I yelled as I walked out of the orphanage gate and saw several
of the Spring Park School bullies pushing the deaf kid around. I did not know
the boy at all but I knew that we were about the same age, because of his size.
He lived in the old white house across the street from the orphanage where I
lived. I had seen him on his front porch several times doing absolutely
nothing, except just sitting there making funny like hand movements.
In the summer time we didn't get much to eat for Sunday supper, except
watermelon and then we had to eat it outside behind the dining room so we would
not make a mess on the tables inside. About the only time that I would see him
was through the high chain-link fence that surrounded the orphanage when we ate
our watermelon outside.
The deaf kid started making all kind of hand signals, real fast like. "You
are a stupid idiot" said the bigger of the two bullies as he pushed the
boy down on the ground. The other bully ran around behind the boy and kicked
him as hard as he could in the back. The deaf boy's body started shaking all
over and he curled up in a ball trying to shield and hide his face. He looked
like he was trying to cry, or something but he just couldn't make any sounds, I
don't think.
I ran as fast as I could back through the orphanage gate and into the thick
azalea bushes. I uncovered my home-made bow which I had constructed out of
bamboo and string. I grabbed four arrows that were also made of bamboo and they
had coca cola tops bent around the ends to make real sharp tips. Then I ran
back out the gate with an arrow cocked in the bow and I just stood there quiet
like, breathing real hard just daring either one of them to kick or touch the
boy again.
"You're a dumb freak just like him you big eared creep" said one of
the boys as he grabbed his friend and backed off far enough so that the arrow
would not hit them. "If you're so brave kick him again now" I said,
shaking like a leaf. The bigger of the two bullies ran up and kicked the deaf
boy in the middle of his back as hard as he could and then he ran out of arrow
range again.
The boy jerked about and then made
a sound that I will never forget for as long as I live. It was the sound like a
whale makes when it has been harpooned and knows that it is about to die. I
fired all four of my arrows at the two bullies as they ran away laughing about
what they had done.
I pulled the boy up off the ground and helped him back to his house which was
about two blocks down the street from the school building. When we reached his
home his sister told me that her brother was deaf but that he was not dumb like
the two bullies said. That he was very smart but could not say or hear
anything. I told her that he did make a sound when the bully kicked him in the
back. She told me that I must be mistaken because all her brother's vocal cords
had been removed during an experimental surgery, which had failed.
The boy made one of those hand signs at me as I was about to leave. I asked his
sister "if your brother is so smart then why is he doing things like that
with his hands?" She told me that he was saying that he loved me with his
hands. I didn't say anything back to her at all because I didn't believe her.
People can't talk with their hands and everybody knows that. People can only
talk with their mouth.
Almost every Sunday for the next year or two I could see the boy through the
chain-link fence as we ate watermelon outside behind the dining room, during
the summer time. He always made that same funny hand sign at me and I would
just wave back at him, not knowing what else to do.
On my very last day in the orphanage I was being chased by the police. They
told me that I was being sent off to the Florida School for Boys Reform School,
at Marianna so I ran to get away from them. They chased me around the dining
room building several times and finally I made a dash for the chain-link fence
and tried to climb over in order to escape. I saw the deaf boy sitting there on
his porch just looking at me as they pulled me down from the fence and
handcuffed me. The boy, now about twelve jumped up and ran across San Diego
Road, placed his fingers through the chain-link fence and just stood there
looking at us.
They dragged me by my legs,
screaming and yelling for more than several hundred yards through the dirt and
pine-straw to the waiting police car. All I could hear the entire time was the
high pitched sound of that whale being harpooned again. As we pulled away in
the police car I saw the deaf boy loosen his grip on the fence and slide very
slowly to the ground and lower his head into the leaves and pine straw. That is
when I realized that he probably really did love me and he wanted to save me
because he thought that I too was making the whale sound.
By:
Roger Dean Kiser
Translate
into Indonesian:
Suara Paus
"Biarkan
dia sendiri" aku berteriak saat aku berjalan keluar dari gerbang panti
asuhan dan melihat beberapa dari anak anak Sekolah Spring Park mengganggu
mendorong anak tuli itu. Aku tidak tahu anak itu sama sekali tapi aku tahu
bahwa kami mempunya usia yang sama, karena ukuran tubuhnya. Dia tinggal di
rumah putih tua di seberang jalan dari panti asuhan di mana aku tinggal. Aku
telah melihatnya di teras depan rumahnya beberapa kali saat sedang melakukan
sesuatu , kecuali hanya duduk di sana membuat sesuatu yang lucu seperti gerakan
tangan.
Pada waktu musim panas kami tidak
mendapatkan banyak makanan untuk Minggu malam, kecuali semangka dan kemudian kami harus makan
di luar, di belakang ruang makan jadi kita tidak akan membuat berantakan di
atas meja dalam. Hal satu-satunya waktu
aku akan melihat anak itu adalah melalui
pagar rantai tinggi yang mengelilingi panti asuhan ketika kami memakan semangka di
luar.
Anak tuli mulai membuat semua jenis sinyal
tangan, seperti. "Anda adalah tolol bodoh" kata yang lebih besar dari
dua pengganggu saat dia mendorong anak itu ke tanah. Pengganggu lainnya berlari
di belakang anak itu dan menendangnya sekeras dia bisa ,di belakang. Tubuh anak
tuli itu mulai gemetar seluruhnya dan dia meringkuk di bola mencoba untuk
melindungi dan menyembunyikan wajahnya. Dia tampak seperti sedang berusaha
untuk menangis, atau sesuatu, tapi ia tidak bisa membuat suara, saya tidak bias
berpikir.
Aku berlari secepat aku yang aku bisa
melalui gerbang panti asuhan dan ke semak-semak azalea yang tebal. Aku menemukan
busur buatanku yang telah aku buat dari bambu dan tali. Aku meraih empat anak panah
yang juga terbuat dari bambu dan mereka telah mencoba membungkuk di ujungnya untuk membuatnya tipis
tajam, Lalu aku berlari keluar gerbang dengan panah miring di haluan dan aku
hanya berdiri di sana tenang , pernapasan sangat keras hanya berani salah satu
dari mereka untuk menendang atau menyentuh anak lagi.
"Kau orang aneh bodoh seperti dia kamu
merayap bertelinga besar" kata salah satu anak laki-laki saat ia meraih
temannya dan mundur cukup jauh sehingga panah tidak akan memukul mereka.
"Jika kamu begitu berani menendang lagi sekarang" kataku, gemetar
seperti daun. Semakin besar dari dua pengganggu berlari dan menendang anak tuli
di tengah punggungnya sekeras yang dia bisa dan kemudian ia berlari keluar dari
jangkauan panah lagi.
Anak itu tersentak sekitar dan kemudian
membuat suara yang aku tidak akan pernah lupakan selama hidupku . Itu adalah
suara seperti ikan paus membuat ketika telah ada dan tahu dia akan mati. Aku
menembakkan panah keempatku di dua pengganggu saat mereka lagi tertawa tentang
apa yang mereka lakukan.
Aku menarik anak itu dari tanah dan
membantu dia kembali ke rumahnya yang berada sekitar dua blok jalan dari gedung
sekolah. Ketika kami sampai di rumahnya kakaknya mengatakan kepadaku bahwa
kakaknya tuli tapi ia tidak bodoh seperti dua pengganggu itu katanya. Bahwa dia
sangat pintar tapi tidak bisa mengatakan atau mendengar sesuatu. Aku mengatakan kepadanya bahwa dia tidak membuat
suara ketika si bully menendang belakang. Dia mengatakan bahwa aku pasti salah
karena pita suara kakaknya sudah diangkat selama operasi eksperimental, yang gagal.
Anak itu membuat salah satu tanda-tanda
tangan pada saat aku hendak pergi. Aku bertanya ke kakaknya "jika
saudaramu sangat cerdas maka mengapa ia melakukan hal-hal seperti itu dengan
tangannya?" Dia mengatakan kepada saya bahwa dia mengatakan bahwa dia
mencintai saya dengan tangannya. Aku tidak mengatakan apa-apa kembali padanya
sama sekali karena saya tidak percaya padanya. Orang tidak dapat berbicara
dengan tangan mereka dan semua orang tahu itu. Orang hanya dapat berbicara
dengan mulut mereka.
Hampir setiap hari Minggu untuk tahun
depan atau dua aku bisa melihat anak itu melalui pagar kawat seperti saat kita
makan semangka luar di belakang ruang makan, selama musim panas. Dia selalu
membuat bahwa tanda tangan yang sama lucu pada saya dan saya hanya akan
melambai ke arahnya, tidak tahu harus berbuat apa lagi.
Pada hari terakhirku di panti asuhan aku sedang dikejar oleh
polisi. Mereka mengatakan bahwa saya sedang dikirim ke Sekolah Florida untuk
Reformasi Sekolah Anak laki-laki, di Marianna jadi saya berlari untuk menjauh
dari mereka. Mereka mengejar saya sekitar ruang makan gedung beberapa kali dan
akhirnya saya berlari ke pagar rantai dan mencoba memanjat untuk melarikan
diri. Saya melihat anak tuli duduk di sana di terasnya hanya melihat saya
sebagai mereka menarik saya turun dari pagar dan memborgolku. Anak laki-laki,
sekarang sekitar dua belas melompat dan berlari menyeberangi jalan San Diego,
menempatkan jari-jarinya melalui pagar kawat dan hanya berdiri di sana menatap
kami.
Mereka menyeretku dengan kakiku, berteriak
dan berteriak untuk lebih dari beberapa ratus meter melalui kotoran dan pinus-jerami
ke mobil polisi. Semuanya aku bisa mendengar seluruh waktu adalah suara bernada
tinggi yang menjadi paus lagi. Seperti yang kita bias menarik diri dalam mobil polisi aku melihat
anak tuli melonggarkan cengkeramannya di pagar dan geser sangat lambat ke tanah
dan menurunkan kepalanya ke daun dan jerami pinus. Itu adalah ketika aku menyadari bahwa ia mungkin benar-benar
mencintaiku dan dia ingin menyelamatkan aku karena dia berpikir bahwa aku juga membuat
suara paus.
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